Today is the 25th October 2007 . I'm, as usual, blogging in the middle of ITAB class . However, class today is a bit special, light failure today . All other electrical appliances remain constant, only there's no light . Should i use the word : ceteris baribus ? Haha, you only know what it is when you study Economics . =P . I'm going crazy i think . Haha .

Slept at 3am this morning, yawns . I restricted myself to use the net till 8pm last night and then off to tutorials . I did . But Econs tutorial alone took my 8pm to 3am of time . Haha, i was talking on the phone at the same time, so yeah . Busy busy busy the entire of next week, so i don't think i will be working, E-Learning works and revisions after revisions . Sigh .

I just posted on the POKS blog . Laughing to myself like some mad - ass . Haha .

My stomach hurts from hunger, two more hours before i got two hours break . Think i'm gonna watch some movie or what . Bored . =(

Till then . . .

Today is the 23rd October 2007 . Had been a bad girl, bad . . . tsktsktsk . Haha . Right, the thing is, or rather was, i skipped class again . Skipped GEMS class and Critical Reasoning Skills ( CRS ) class . Well, didn't plan to skip GEMS, but GEMS comes before CRS, so if i attend GEMS, i might as well go for CRS . However, i didn't got my work done for CRS, so i'm not going, save my time, save down all the hassle, therefore, skip GEMS . Wentta school and attend two lectures, one at 12noon and the other at 3pm . =) . Bad huh ? I don't really care . =/ .

Work load is building up on me, because MST is next next week, didn't type it wrong here, haha, so i should say, the week after next . =) . It's a good thing to use and speak and talk in good standard English .

I don't know what the hell is wrong with my but i'm getting upset over small issues these days and i totally hate it . Argh ! Like the previous post, i felt stupid reading it now . =.= .

Great, thinking of that, i've lost track of what i wanna include in this post . Sigh, till then . Ciao and nights people . =/ .

Today is the 22nd Oct 2007 . 我好笨好笨啊！！！I just don't understand why . Don't ask me what . Argh ! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes i just hate myself and hate people around .













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I'm freaking out . Help . =(

Today is the 21st Oct 2007 . Pleasant day as usual, just that i wish i could have more sleep in the morning . What should i say ? Days are as usual . Plan to attend the career fair with Shirley and girls today but got cancelled because Shirley thought most of us couldn't make it on time . Yeah, sad, but never mind, there's always a next time right ? Yeap . ^_^ .

Ah yes, wentta Joel's party on Friday night . Well, not too bad, at least there're audience around, most of the Black Angus staff went after work, so it was quite rowdy . Food was okay, nice music but not loud enough, place, hmm, i shall say not nice enough . It's a SAF chalet and organizers have to bid to get the chalet houses . Joel got 4 houses in a row, great huh ? I thought it was great but the place hasn't got much design nor decoration other than their own put-ups like balloons and stuffs . So, atmosphere wasn't there . . . I went there, sat down, had a drink, chat a bit, had some salad, hung around till the cake was cut and then i went home . Can't blame me, i gotta go for airport duty on Saturday and i just heard some ridiculous cases which pulls my mood to the low range . I don't wish to talk about those junk stuffs before i bring punishment to myself . I shall say that when one does the wrong thing, retribution exist and punishment will be charged . There's absolutely no point to be angry because it will only be a waste of energy . Peter, if you're reading this, i hope you already knew, it's part of life, for sure some people will regret what they said or did . I was angry too when you told me, but i ask Mom and she told me to be calm, that's when i realise, hey, punishment really does happen . Remember the previous post where i scolded the lady who cut queue for a bus ? The day after, when i woke up from sleep, i got sore throat and it hurts . Well, believing is one thing, so if you don't believe in such things, just skip this part . Came to realise that we as human, are to be treated equally, of coz apart from work, but in life, we are not to mistreat anyone because we have no rights, and only one reason states so - everyone is the same, no one, not even one person, is perfect, no . Say i'm superstitious or things are just coincidencial, it's base on what each and everyone of us think individually . For me, as long as it's logical and reasonable to me, it's true .

Right, so i wentta work today morning and it's better, i thought, lesser guest and no set lunch today, so no ice-cream scooping so much . =) . Saw a lotta wedding cars today, well, not a lot, but three . Not from the same wedding though, one is a hot pink colour London cab just at my void deck and i thought it was rather cool and romantic, the other is a car ( not sure of the model ) around my house area and one more at Hilton hotel, all three decorated with nice beautiful wedding flowers tied to the knob of the car door . Seem so sweet, but anyway, i strongly think that i'll put my career before marriage, for sure . Why if you were to ask ? Because i know i can survive independently without the other half . Maybe it's because i haven't got to know what love is, but i find people really silly to harm themselves because of love . Working for yourself is much much better than working for someone else . =/ .

MST is coming . I have to get myself ready soon, work, havta stop or get lesser . =( . No money to spend now . But never mind, main aim now is to get my diploma well . I need that special piece of paper on hand desperately, though i still have a long way to go, but i'll work hard .

Alright working hard doesn't means just talking or saying or typing it here . Calling people stupid doesn't make me any smarter, saying someone ugly doesn't make me any prettier and writing my aim on a post of a blog definitely doesn't get me my diploma, what i need to do now is to start revising my work and play less . Okay, i gotta work on my PACC now, practise makes perfect, hope i got the perfect answer . Well, people can't be perfect, but answers can be, not be it, but be close to . =) . Haha .

Good day people, nights ! Ciao ! ~

Today is the 18th October 2007 . Third post for the day i know, haha, got a very good reason behind it . Guess it's obvious, i've changed my blog skin once more . Haha . Well, i should say i really like the previous blogskin's theme, really like it . However, it's not centralised, i want something in the center, not on the left nor on the right . And if you realised, Martina's link was odd and some of the codes just messed up . Wanted to amend it actually, but was frustrated because my eyes almost pop out looking at all the codes . So i browse the skins and i found this lovely skin it's on now . Nice colours, nice theme too and sortta describe the usual me, emotional and always like that . Sigh, guess that's my personality ? Hope not for long !

Gonna dye my hair later ! ~ I'm so excited ! Waxing tomorrow ! Party tomorrow ! Movie tomorrow ! Oh my god ! The feeling is just so good, i've never been playing for so long, not even during the holidays due to work . I shall be happy and very happy . =)))) .

I want to have chips ! Get my health back . . . =/ .

Alright, i'm gonna do other stuffs, can't possibly blog all day long right ? Haha . Ciao !

Today is the 18th October 2007 . Haha, i'm a bad bad girl, blogging in the middle of a class . I know, the tutor is just boring and the subject is so dry, i'm in a accounting course and i learn computer softwares ? Access ? Hate it . Okay, just dislike, not hate it . Cough is getting better a bit, not coughing so much but the cough is still bad when it acts up, like thunder ? Maybe like a dog barks, Nathan says that .

Previous post is all the photos taken during the SABA chalet . Haha, added in captions as part of the photos because i have no idea how on this posting thang .

I'm hungry, and there's still an hour and twenty minutes to go, poor stomach, i'll eat later . Lol .

Gonna dye my hair tonight ! To ash grey colour, i had enough of two colour hair . You know of the times when black hair grows and one part of the hair is black while the other is brown ? It's ugly . So i'll dye back black, but not too dark, so i chose ash grey, hope it helps .

Waxing tomorrow after school, then to movies with classmates, catching Resident Evil : Extinction . After that ? Joel's party . ^_^ .

Alright, guess i've nothing else to say now . Ciao then ! ~

Today is the 17th October 2007 . Pleasant day today, though i'm a lazy bum and slack once again . Wore a long sleeve purple top to school today, as if it's winter ya know ? Haha, and the reason is that i'll be trap in a lecture threatre for solid three hours . Yeap, and the lecture threatre happens to be the freezing one, one with the lowest temperature always and always . Don't ask me why, i'm not the engineer . LOL .

School breaks at 12noon and wentta Suntec City with Martin and Shirley to have lunch at Swensen . Had pasta set lunch and left with no space to fill in my stomach with lovely desserts . =( . Have been craving for desserts lately, chocolate fudge cake and my all time favourite cheese cake . Okay, stop ! I'm flooding my house with saliva . Haha .

MST is coming up, which left me with one word to describe life again - shit . See ? The problem with me is that, i don't mind studying, in fact i like to study, but i just can't help but hate work and exams . Exams - must pass - must revise - must burn midnight oil - tired - don't feel like doing anything - wanna do something nice - can't - not happy - get angry easily - hate exams - just pass or fail . See the flow ? Sign . To be honest, the reason for my study is because i just don't wanna get my parents worried, i wanna get them happy, so i just do it for the sake of doing it, say i'm being forced, that's the word . No choice .

Dad decides to go to Thailand again, because if he doesn't the applied leave and money paid will not be refund nor cancelled . Don't understand why they can't, he got injured and can't make it, can't they just cancel the leave at least ? I understand the money for the trip can't be return for maybe it had been paid or something, but the leave . . . whatever, Dad better be fine or else i'll hate them and sue them when i have the cash . Life is more important than anything else . I'm just worried . =( . Hope he heals soon, i really wish .

Alright, i didn't had dessert for lunch, so i'm gonna have desserts now . Wahahahaha ! I-ce-c-rea-m0 ! ! ^_^ .

Today is the 16th October 2007 . Yawns . Didn't wanna blog actually, but i just did . The key word here is : just . Haha . Sometimes somethings were done like that, all because of the word just, no reason, no nothing . Ever wondered why ? Well, i did . However, the sad thing is, i still can't figure out why and what's the answer . Haha . I'm very tired now, to be honest, i took my medicine at around 7.30pm and i should be sleeping by now because the medicines are drowsy ones .

Bad times these few days, really bad . I mean, not that bad to the extreme, but considered bad as compared to normal bad days . I don't know what i'm typing, okay . Haha . Like i said, i'm on drugs . Wentta school today like a mad woman, no lenses, just jeans and a tee, scandals and off i went to school with my notebook and bag . I was worried the night before, so i couldn't really get to sleep . Dad got an accident during work and went into A&E department . I was worried, very worried, when it involves A&E, it's no joking matter to me . I was walking here and there and i just can't stop down no matter what, like ants in the pants ! Something just shot to his finger and the nail came off together with the flesh, and a split open fracture at the tip of the finger bone . He called back home, and Mom went straight to the hospital . I just hope he don't feels so bad . Well, due to this accident, his company trip to Bangkok had to be missed and a 16 days long MC to be taken . Oh man . Mom was up in the hospital all night long while Dad rest for one night admission in a B1 ward . Lucky the fees can be claim, or the pocket will go one big hole enough for one soccer to go through . Poor Dad, i rather these things to be on me than on them . What can i say ? I just wish for them, all of them to be happy and trouble free . Helped with the chores since Mom was tired looking after Dad . Washed the dishes, boiled the kettle of water and tidy everything and if you're wondering about my own health, forget it, the cough is just not going away . I'll be okay, i promise, just let the ill run and it'll soon disappear . =) .

JieRui went to work for the first time, at a Donut store in Bukit Gombak, four bucks an hour and she has to work from three to eleven, eight hours . Not working now though, she's in camp, hope she finds it fun, 'coz i always hated camps no matter what . Haha . Wish her luck .

I'm like a zombie now, haha, typing and "backspac-ing" every now and then coz my eyes are half closed . What else do i have to post ? Err . . . hmm . . .

I think there's no more . Haha . Oh ya . I remember now . Haha . Sat in a train on my way back home with Nathan today . Haha, he's a real funny guy, never fails to make me laugh like mad . He was standing in the middle of the cabin catcher and water just dripped down to his face . Haha . His entire face goes like . . . =.= . Haha, and he starts to be a cleaner and clears off water droplets that are about to drip . Haha .

That's it ! ! I'm tired, i'm going to bed before i sleeps on my notebook . Haha . Ciao guys and wish me luck ! ! ~

Today is the 9th Oct 2007 . I'm so don't-feel-like-doing-anything-ing . I know this sounds weird but i can't possibly control the function of my body right . I have Econs retest tomorrow and i haven't laid a single finger on the textbook, all i wanna do is to watch movies and that's it, with some comfort of course .

The pay for last month is out . =) . But i'm not entirely happy because it's not enough . S$801/- for this month, where S$174/- was deducted to CPF, and i have to return S$870/- back to Mom for owing her . And i don't have any left for myself, stomach gonna go empty again . =( . Seems like that's the case . Whatever .

And now, let me let out some of my comments about today . Was on my way to back home at around 4+pm . As usual, took the train then alight at CCK and took the bus home . I missed the previous bus, so i was supposedly the first passenger to queue up for the next bus . A school boy took a short cut and got to the front, i don't mind, not at all, maybe he's just following what he's seeing, so i was second . The queue then built up shortly because i guess it's after exams period and schoolers are just going home at the time they want . Then came a lady, fizzy hair, dyed red colour and walking with a pair of short heels that goes CLICK CLACK CLICK CLACK so loud that you can hear from like 5meters away cause she's dragging her legs . Guess what she did ? She took the short cut and got right in front of me, squeezing through the school boy with no disgrace .

Like, hello ? Do you have any basic manners ? People cut the queue and i can close one eye because he's just a school boy . You're a mature lady and you do things which is more lousy than a 5 year old kid ? I bet that a 5 year old kid will know what does queue up means and how does one queue up . If it's a short queue i wouldn't have cared much but for god's sake . . . OPEN YOUR BLOODY EYES IF YOU HAVE ONE AND LOOK ! The queue ain't short and it's so unfair for you to cut queue just like that, i wonder if you even have any brains or proper eyes . And up the bus where we pay, there're two tappers for EZ-link cards . Madame, are you so afraid that you queued up the second and would be left with no seats for you to rest up the bus ? We tapped our cards at almost the same time and we two went towards the seatings way . You guys do know that up the bus when you tap, that path could only mean for one pax . I went first and she came up squeezing with me for who's first ? Please, i can even let one empty service bus go just because i don't wanna run and you think i would even fight with you for seats ? Well, i don't care, i got it first, YOU JOLLY WELL ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M IN FRONT OF YOU AND WAIT ! We squeezed and i managed to pull out in the first place . ^_^ . And here's something for you lady : -

I bet this is not your first time cutting queues because you just pop in the queue like nothing happened, with no disgrace AT ALL . If you could just use your bloody bird brain and think a little, fat ass, you would soon come to realise that there are metal railings to organize bus queues, and the small little opened gate for every berth is for passengers who sees and catches the service bus a minute before the bus leaves and before all queueing passengers . =) . If you're older, perhaps i wouldn't mind, jerk, but look at you . . . fat ass freakish whore . IF YOU CAN'T BE PATIENT ENOUGH AND JUST SO KIASU, THEN I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YOU ARE PATHETIC . AND IF YOU CAN'T WAIT TO GET A SEAT UP THE BUS, I SUGGEST YOU JUST PURCHASE YOURSELF A WHEELCHAIR SO YOU CAN SIT ON IT WHEREVER WHEN EVER . USE KNIFE AND CUT AWAY YOUR EYELID, USE YOUR EYES AND SEE . QUEUE UP AUNT-IE !

I almost shouted at her to go to the back . I was so furious because i don't know why Singaporeans do this . If i'm ask whether i'm proud of my own country, i would, not would, is will say no . You get what i mean ? ? Stupid .

What a total disgrace . PUI !

Today is the 8th Oct 2007 . I've been blogging so much, i know . It always turn out this way, study - always blog, work - never blog . But whatever the case is, i just saw this poem with reminds me of how it was like before i said it to him . . . well, here goes :

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

He did notice me, he did and sometimes he don't, but only for this short while and i'm back to step one again . I saw the poem, i saved it, i post it up and i delete it . For the blogging purpose i told myself, for me to wake up, i guess . And yes, i'm waking up myself, though it sounds ridiculous but i'm always telling myself, it's no use, there's no point, he's just not the one for you . Agree, fate exist, but the feeling is not there, it's not there ! So what for do those things to waste time and youth ? To me, love and friendship is similar, as long as you're true to your friend, it's like investing feelings for your love . Once bitten, twice shy . When a true friend betrays, it really hurts and the next time you know a person, it's no longer a friend, he's just someone you know with no friendship, you get what i mean ? And this goes on so long till the day you open up and face the world once again . I'm still in the midst of hurting, i'm still trapped in my world of 'no true friend exist', that's why i rather be alone than to be with people . For every cause has a reason behind it .

Homework now . Till then . . .

Today is the 8th Oct 2007 . In school right now and i'm slacking . . . totally slacking . However, i'm a good girl because i finished PACC tutorial, though not yesterday, just . Yeap, i just finished it, haha, took almost two hours but fred not because i've got four hours break time . And why so that i'm slacking ? I should be doing CRS and MOB because it due soon, like, tomorrow ?

Read ErJie's blog and she catched Resident Evil already ! ! I wanna watch too . But i'm underage . =.=lll . Looking more mature doesn't help, coz if they check, i'm doom, or rather, money gone down not to the drain but to the pipe, coz it's faster with constant water flow . Haha . Had a long long pause at the "pipe" word just now because i was a good girl again and i did Critical Reasoning Skills group work . =)) . Now i'm left with 1) Economics to study, of coz, 2) MOB tutorial to be done, 3) Economics tutorial, 4) ITAB assignment and 5) Statistic tutorial . These are enough to keep me working for the entire week, busy busy busy .

IDEAS presentation today went smooth and funny . Haha, i got the tutor's praise ! She said my presentation was interesting, but i'm not sure if it meant the shape or model or product or whatever you call it or my actual physical presentation . Haha . But then, just to hope that i don't fail or get a just pass . I shall say the most of the most memorable shape or model or product or whatever you call it was presented by the weird EX-vice chairperson . Haha . He was so so so so so so so so so so so weird . Know what he got for his own presentation ? Just his name, yes, ARTHUR, created big enough for ev-er-yone to star at . And what are the uses that you might ask of him ? It's a name tag . I spent like almost two days to get that assignment done and i guess he just got it in 15minutes . And why 15minutes that you may ask of me ? Because he just need more time to get his name done in a more presentable manner . It still looks ugly anyway . Well, that's my actual thought, i don't wanna lie about it or even keep it inside me or worse come to worse, talk behind him . He got all the time in the world to source out my blog and read this very post all he want . So, i'm not being bad, well, maybe a bit due to incorrect thoughts, but i'm just being straightforward .

Forty more minutes to PACC tutorial and it's making me look lika noob . I've got nothing to do other than to slack . =.= . I hate myself for this .

Sian . . . bored . Freakish !

I wanna watch Resident Evil 3 ! ! ! ~

Today is the 7th October 2007 . Yawns . I'm so tired from last night's airport duty, but i don't blame it, coz i chose it myself ? Haha .

Well people ! Look . . i've changed my blogskin again, to match the changing me i guess . This skin suits me more . =) . I'm imperfect, it's true, but i'm not upset by the fact because no one is more perfect than me . ( It's just a thinking, don't take it into heart . )

And Shirley . . thanks for the encouragement, it did flood my taggie, but i don't mind . Thanks . I must admit that i'm a person who gives up easily, and mind you, it's very easily . I don't know why, my character ? And Shirley, rest assured that if my Mom disagree to my decision, i will not quit school, because i just want Dad and her and everyone else to be happy . I don't wanna give trouble, i don't wanna let people worry about me . I rather keep all my problems to myself .

Opps, time's up for work . Ciao guys .

Today is the 6th October 2007 . October . . . sign, it's just so damn fast . Well, i've just made a crucial decision i thought . I couldn't stand it anymore . There's just so many things going on that i have to get it done and my brain have been seriously working hard and so hard that i am so confused . I shall say that even if you give me plenty of time now, i would take about a day to sort out my feelings and get things into order . I failed my Economics paper, got 70/100 for PACC and i got a GPA of 3.0 . To some, it might be good already, but somehow or another i just felt that i'm such a failure . I don't know, i have no idea why i think this way . Maybe because i'm the lowest among the group .

About the crucial decision . . . it's because, okay, i have a problem phrasing this . It's just that . . from the day i said it to him, i no longer treat him as a friend alone . He's someone whom, i want to be with, but when i see him on the streets, i feel so awkward that i wish there's some place for me to hide . To him it may be some small case and we're friends as usual, but stand in my shoes, know my character, understand my personality, it's not as easy as you think it is for me . When we haven't talk for weeks or even months, when i felt better, when i told myself to give up and just when i really was about to get him off my stupid brain . . . he came and talked to me, asked me how am i, how's life and those things . I don't know and i don't understand . Is he trying to maintain our friendship like this ? What ever it is, it just sort of recall all the things automatically in my stupid brain . I hate it like this, not blaming him, but why ? No use talking so much trash . I've blocked him in MSN and i shall refuse to speak/talk/meet or whatsoever about him . I just hope i could get him erased off me . I really hope i can . It's taking up space in my stupid brain . ='(

Slept at 4am last night and i woke up at 10am . Don't know why, i have a problem getting myself to sleep these days . I used to sleep very quickly after i lay myself in bed but now, it takes more than 5 minutes . My family would know it clear .

I wish i could go on a holiday and be free . Things are just coming up to me like no one's business . How i wish i can really quit school . =/ . Because if i really do, 75% of my problem will be gone .

H . E . L . P . M . E . P . L . E . A . S . E ! !

Today is the 4th Oct 2007 . Haha ! ! ! ! ! I want to laugh out so so so so so so so so loud lah ! Okay, i'm so not suppose to blog now because it's lesson time, but i really don't give a damn . I've already failed my Economics . Great huh ? Yes, very . Shit it .

By the way, back here . Look at the uploaded pictures above . Haha . I just got it shot down using Cindy's laptop camera and the other one i drew myself . Haha . Of course, thanks to Cindy that i got this blog up . Love ya, girl ! ~ So you see, my audience, do you see the only full shot person in the photograph ? Haha . Yeap, that's the EX-vice chairperson, the weirdo in our class . Right, i know i'm mean but i just can't help to think of it ! ~ The drawing shows where he sits in class and just how everyone in class "likes" him . Haha . He is just so so so so desperate to learn from the tutor that he sits directly, 180 degrees straight, in front of the tutor . I think he wants to hear the tutor so clear that when he don't understands, all he have to do is to raise his hands high up, coz he's just too short and he's afraid that when he sits at the back of the class, no one sees him even if he jumps up and down, haha, and the tutor would oh, there's one boy with some questions, and answers his questions . Haha .

About the tutor for this module . . . hmm . . . well, he's boring at teaching, but listening to him can make me laugh like mad . Haha . He speaks English just like the way my dad does . Like this : -

"number 2 got porbem, number 3 got porbem . ."

"then . . what to do ? ?"

"okay ? now i wan to go in ar . ."

"okay ? can ? . . ."

"chain the O egg egg egg to the O egg hundred"

"i orhni got two record . . "

"so i lun lun lun lun wan to chain ar"

"so how to chain is to u-sin the button"

"i eid more . . ."

So familar like how my Dad speaks, only thing is that his use of Engish is much better than my dad . Haha, my first time for such cases that i did not sleep just because of the way my tutor speaks . Haha .

Till then, wish me so much luck . Coz i need it now that i don't want it and when i want it, i don't have it . So junk right .

Today is the 29th Sept 2007 . Okay, i know my blog is collecting more than dust alone, insects maybe ? Haha . So i'm here to clear it ! I got face mask, dust coat and Phua Chu Kang boots to arm myself with hor, don't prei prei .

Right, i shall skip SABA chalet and wait till next post because it's gonna be lengthy . So i skipped school for four days and i missed out quite a bit . Okay, a lot actually . And one specific tutor wants an explanation from me . To her : -

"Please . . my mom paid for my education, your salary, and she had given me the permission to be excused from class, so you jolly well use ten nails and keep your lips SHUT ! You're not even a lecturer nor a full-time staff in the school, ONLY a part-time tutor whom DOES NOT even have a office working place . Oh, perhaps the toilet and you could use the toilet bowl as your desk . No no no, the cleaner would kick you out, one ideal place for you . You know those hidden drains where illegal workers live ? Yep, there's one vacancy reserved for you . =) . "

I'm not saying i'm completely wrong, but just to say out to her to be understanding . What if i did not attend chalet ? What if i'm attending a funeral instead ? Be understanding !

Okay, before i really got myself angry, let's change the subject .

Work closing yesterday and took free cab home ( not free, but charges to be claimed, lol ) and i shall say it was wakening ? Haha, saw one green sports car while moving away from Orchard . The sports car was fast, faster than any other normal car, and then one traffic light ahead went red and that thing slowed down . We were slightly behind and then the car's exhaust pipe fumed out with fire, real fire . The fire was big and the color changed from orange to red to blue to some kind of purple . Cool, real cool, but the driver went bla bla bla . . . they should be jailed, it's dangerous . =.= . Then down to Bukit Batok, police stop for checking, luckily i pulled my seat belts in time because i don't have the habit of pulling them, just get in the car and get the car going . Haha . =P . Down to nearing home, where the new road is, those living around my house would know, the new long straight road . We were passing by and a whole line of cars parked with one police car opposite recording something . Car racing should be the case, those cars ain't normal looking . Haha . Cool cab ride it was .

Right, i gotta rush for airport duty . See ya again . Wish me luck ! Ciao !

Today is the 2nd September 2007 . It's so damn fast and nine months had past just like that . Sign, and i thought i better be happier before i become an old wag . I've been too emotional . But the problem is, how ? Whatever .

Well, obvious enough to those who were on my MSN contact list, i've been working and working . As if i'm really shortta cash, but i'm not actually . I'm fine with my current financial status, as long as i can eat and live, it's so fine with me . Extra cash . . . goes to shopping and better dining places . =) . Okay, that's why i'm looking for a deposit account to place my extra cash in before they swim away like Nemo . Haha .

There's just so many things to blog but my mind is blank .

Oh my god, he just went online . . . . . Well, then . . . sigh . Guess i might as well forget it . =( .

Okay, so i went to the Horse Back Riding course and . . . i was enjoying . I got paired up with a year three girl from Chemical and Life Sciences . She was nice . =) . We got a pony named Pebbles . =))) . She's cute and i kept on stroking it's cheek . Haha . We can't have a horse yet because a horse is just too huge to be handled, a pony is just nice . Haha . He's a palomino colour . Was a bit sadden when the course ended . *Sob* .

He's emotional . =(( . I wish i could cheer him up . Sigh .

Skin care and make-up course coming up this week . Bet it would be fun . Haha .

I'm so tired and i've got a swollen ulcer in my mouth . It hurts and it's hurting more . I placed salt on it, ouch ? But i don't care . Tired ? I don't give a damn . 'Cause i just wish i don't have a heart to feel, just like Davy Jones in the Pirates movie .

If he claims to be unwanted, then what am i ? Trash ?

Tellmeintheface,whatever.

Today is the 27th August 2007 . Started working already and have no time for internet . Sigh . I have to work and work ! I need cash ! Haha . It's the lunar 15th July today and it's my first time to see that a western restaurant actually closes to carry out eastern traditional activities . Haha . Look at the photo, it's a picture of six outdoor tables combined together and use for praying purpose to the hungry ghost festival . Haha, i was taken aback at first, just so strange .

Alright, it's time to turn in now, i'm yawning already . *Tired* . Guys, if there's anything you wanna contact me, there's only one way, my phone . Though i don't carry it around during work, but i bring it to work and put it in my bag, so i got informed before and after work . =) . Sorry for the hassle . Haha . Okay okay, goodnight everyone, sweet dreams . =))))))) .

Today is the 23rd August 2007 . Finally had my last paper - Economics, and received my one month's freedom . Well, about the paper, i can only say, i wrote what i knew .

So after the paper the group and I wentta Black Angus which we call it SABA because of it's initial - Stuart Anderson Black Angus . I made a reservation and PeiJun answered the call, haha . Only to know that there's a seminar and we are only left with outdoor seats or booth seats, 6 of us . So we chose a booth seat, table 1, and got that bull skeleton head on top of us . Shirley took a shot of it and added some funny captions, haha . Eddie was the manager at shift, so . . . less discount, but i don't mind because i'm not there because i get discounts but to have a small group get-together and also to kinda reward ourselves for the FOM project distinction we got . ^o^ .

Okay, i have no idea how to arrange the photos uploaded but readers might just know - coz i know readers are smart, haha . We ordered 6 set lunches and 2 appetizers, so in detail, we got a fried mushrooms, wild west onion, 3 set lunch prime ribs, 3 set lunch pork ribs and a set lunch fish and chips . So then PeiJun got a tall glass filled with Sprite for refill convenient and Shirley took a shot of that too . Haha . She claimed that the glass was somehow unique ? Haha . Starters - 5 steak soups and one baked potato soup, obvious enough that i'm the one who chose baked potato soup because i don't take beef . Haha, the rest thought that the steak soup was heavenly delicious, haha, good for them then . Tick tock tick and came the maincourses . Beefs and pork had small USDA flags poked on them . Haha, then we took all our small flags and stuck them into Nathan's pork ribs and Shirley took down that funny moment . It's always so fun being with the group . ^o^ . We were chatting and eating and chatting and eating and there were so many bad stuffs that we were talking about - Arthur and Nathan . HAHA ! My stomach hurts and it really did . We were all laughing so hard . Haha . So then we waved for the bill and i paid by Master . Kinda cool using the POSB Go ! card, haha, young people we are and we already pay stuffs by cards, but bad thing is, i got notes all flying to me and i gotta do a cash-in . I don't mind, it's not really that troublesome anyway . Went off and wonder around Orchard road for a while and saw Faber Castell color pencils which reminded me of Francis's tattoo to be drawn . Sign, i don't wish like doing it now, haha, so he'll have to wait no matter what and he can't do anything to me because i got a trump card on hand . Then we decided to go home because doing some things are just not the right time . Yeah .

So i reached home and blogged . Haha, too free . ^_^ . But i'll be busy next week onwards, because i'll be working . =) . I need cashsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss . Haha . Okay, will blog again . Ciao and have a good day . ^.^